Anxiety about work

Heavenly Father.

Stop Michael, you’re not focused.

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Father, I need to come to you with something on my mind.

I’m here, Michael.

I’m feeling anxiety about my boss at work. It’s like she’s not telling me something.

Well, she’s not.

I see your point.. either way, whether the review will be good or bad, I can’t know until the time is appropriate.

True

I just get the feeling that something negative is on the horizon.

What gives you that idea?

She seems to be waffling on things that would be in my interest.

Go on…

Well, like my suggestion about the RFP Quality Assurance team reporting to me. She never even responded. And then with the new PM hire, who’s a very good candidate, she says she’ll ‘think about it’. I don’t get it.

Michael, she has a lot on her plate right now. You’re pressing. Don’t press or you may create a negative situation where one doesn’t exist.

Yes, true…

She is doing what she feels is appropriate for the business. She’s not trying to hold you down. You don’t have to worry – worry will only suffocate you and limit your potential.

OK.

Is there something else?

Oh.. yeah.. so these last couple of days, you know that I’ve prayed and journaled because of the mindbloom program. Basically, because I get points for doing things I intend.

Yes. So?

Well…

We covered this yesterday. It’s OK Michael. I’m glad we’re communicating.. that’s it. Mindbloom is nothing more than a way for you to think through your intentions and gives you a tangible, yet digital, reward for following through.

True.

So your intention is on me? And you get a silly reward for following through on that intention? So be it. You will see that your reward is the prayer – this is the blessing.

I know. I don’t know what I shut you out. I know.. distraction.. what distracted me?

You invited Satan in with the filth that you were watching – Spartacus.

Wow, yeah. That was pretty sleezy. I’m sorry.

What matters is now.. what matters is that you’re here. Don’t get sucked in to his ploys. If something is pulling you in with a lure that goes against my will, you must fight his wiles. Stand up, get angry and fight.

I will Lord. Thank you for not leaving me.

I never will

Good night