General Notes

• I need to understand that all security is false, other than the security in Jesus Christ.  Even with a job, there’s only provision through God’s blessing.  Imagine not having a job, and being totally dependent on God for provision, not knowing how or where it would come from.  That sense, that need for trust, that dependence is real, with or without a job.  When you let go of dependence on a job and trust in God’s provision, it opens up a new realm of blessings.
• Last night I told Jesus that I felt like our relationship was slipping and I wanted to be closer and better know His love and who He is.  But I also prayed that I would remain devoted no matter what.  Later, I woke up crying in joy from a dream I had where I got the impression that [my wife]had come to Christ.