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  • Letting Go

    Posted on May 19th, 2009 michael No comments

    I have decided to let go of my addiction to trying to find the next big thing to make money. Read the rest of this entry »

  • The Source of Truth

    Posted on May 13th, 2009 michael No comments

    I’ve realized the practical importance of the Bible. Read the rest of this entry »

  • How He Sees Us

    Posted on May 9th, 2009 michael No comments

    Thinking about how I feel right now about [my newborn daughter] (“nothing more beautiful than seeing her being born”, the purity I see in her face, the life of possibility in front of her), I wonder if that in any way relates or compares to what God feels when someone is born of the Spirit. In many ways, the conditions are similar.

  • Good Soil

    Posted on May 8th, 2009 michael No comments

    I wonder if “good soil” is actually simply humility – the antithesis of the first sin (pride). Read the rest of this entry »

  • May 07, 2009

    Posted on May 7th, 2009 michael No comments

    [My wife] is having contractions tonight!!! [My daughter] might be on her way tomorrow!

    Thank you Father for giving me the opportunity to know the kind of love that you feel for me.

  • Cure for the Common Life

    Posted on May 7th, 2009 michael No comments
    When have I felt “the flow” in my life?
    • MS Access development
    • Pitching (baseball)
    • Organizing baseball cards and comics
    • Video games
    • Close to God / Christ
    • Math
    • Playing music
    • The goal-line stand (discipline)
    Central themes:
    • Sports (pitching, goal-line stand)
    • Creativity (development, music)
    • Technical skill (Math, development)
    • Organization (development, collectibles)
    Strengths (quirks of skill):
    • Not afraid to do what’s right
    • Make those around me stronger
    • See what others don’t
    • Creating
    • Organizing
    • Seeing the big picture
    My joy is found:
    • Invisibly creating something that can be of greatest value to the greatest number of people
  • Waiting on the Lord

    Posted on May 7th, 2009 michael No comments

    In prayer today, I felt the Lord impress upon me that I have a tendency to race ahead of him. He asked me to let him carry me, not to try to fly on my own. Read the rest of this entry »

  • The Rock San Diego – 3/29/09 – The Invisible Man Separates

    Posted on May 4th, 2009 michael No comments

    1 – The Holy Spirit wants to separate you from yourself

    Thy will be done
    Proverbs 12:15 – The way of a fool is right in his own eyes, But he who heeds counsel is wise

    2 – He wants to separate you from the world

    He sets you free from living like the world lives
    He sets you free from retaliation
    He sets you free to love your enemies
    He sets you free from lust (lust is a strong desire to get something that doesn’t belong to you
    Your flesh and your spirit are at war with each other
    Your maturity as a Christian can be perceived as how quickly, how often and how faithfully you say no to your flesh and yes to God – period
    It doesn’t matter how long you’ve been saved
    Your ability to obey against strong desires of the flesh is a measure of faithfulness (praising God in front of strangers is different than praising God in church)
    When you are called to do something, how willing are you to do it, even if it’s not the fashionable thing to do?
    Fruit trees do not strain to bear fruit, they just bear them. You will too – just obey God

    3 – He separates you unto himself

    The Holy Spirit has something for you to do – do you want to know what it is?
    His job for you is part of his will for your life
    God is very coordinated, very organized, very effective, very efficient
    The Holy Spirit is constantly speaking to you – you either decide to ignore him or submit to him, there’s no other way – to say ‘wait’ is a no, which is called sin

    4 – He separates you from death

    Even living 150 years on earth is nothing compared with eternity
    The objective on earth is to do what God has designed you to do

  • Spiritual Gifts

    Posted on May 3rd, 2009 michael No comments

    I read a few of my older entries and think I should note something here.

    I want to state plainly to myself, and more importantly God, that if he has spiritual gifts in store for me that may be clearly supernatural, that I am willing to accept them, when he knows the time is right.  I know God can do anything.  I know that he can even do anything through me.  It’s not belief, it’s knowledge.  I have experienced the supernatural before, around and through me.  I am willing to accept the knowledge of my gifts Lord, so that I may use them for your glory.  Whatever gifts you bring, I know that I am now in a place that those gifts would be harnessed for you.  If you would like for the gifts to be kept secret (intimate between us), I concede.  If you want me to share with people, or show people, I concede.

    I stand ready, willing and watchful, Lord Jesus.

  • Vision

    Posted on May 3rd, 2009 michael No comments

    Related to a previous entry about ‘strands of light’, I’ve had visions recently showing me how the Spirit tends to work in people’s lives – in flashes. I agree with my previous entry, that God works through believers to reach unbelievers. Believers help the person open their heart to the work of the Spirit. The Spirit then grants them a flash of insight – a glimpse of God – and the person is affected. It is then up to that person to decide what to do with that glimpse.
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